{"id":181,"date":"2026-04-13T20:34:05","date_gmt":"2026-04-13T20:34:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/?p=181"},"modified":"2026-04-13T20:34:06","modified_gmt":"2026-04-13T20:34:06","slug":"why-did-i-stop-posting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/2026\/04\/13\/why-did-i-stop-posting\/","title":{"rendered":"Why did I stop posting?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Because I felt I had nothing to teach to anyone as I considered how my mental health and life was not perfect. Perfection again hey&#8230; <br>If you ask me now I can honestly tell you that even though my life is not perfect it is the best life I have ever had, I have anything a human needs, a roof over my head, heat in winter, water in summer, food every day, I am healthy, life is pretty good. Mentally I feel better than ever and physically I am really ok, no illness, no condition, I really feel lucky, in abundance. <br>If I look back in my life I can say that I have never felt better really. Nothing habit I left behind are creating tension within me. So. I realize I am somehow healed. <br>For the imperfection, the things I would like to be in the sense, what will you do when you are grown up&#8230; I still do not really know. But some little voice in my head is telling me it is coming anyway.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Because I felt I had nothing to teach to anyone as I considered how my mental health and life was not perfect. Perfection again hey&#8230; If you ask me now I can honestly tell you that even though my life<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-181","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=181"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":186,"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions\/186"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nexuspolycraft.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}